Amsterdam

My heart calls for it everyday, how can i not go back? i know the Lord has called me to "finish what i start" aka Bible School... but then afterwards how do i go about moving back to Amsterdam? im already getting excited about it and email people about it. i just don't want to have to write people asking them to sponser me; if the Lord places it on their heart then they can give but i want to work for it all. how do i do that though? especially when it comes to visas. i just really need to not worry about it and free fall into the Lord's will; letting Him guide me and provide. haha its so hard though! i am so excited to see what God does in my life, i can wait to travel again!